Update,HELLO MY LOVELIESUpdate, by LittleMissDork
I'm back again, to stalk through the depths of peoples profiles, to marvel in their creations and inspiring designs,
I may post occasional doodles and photos, but I may not be very active due to coursework and college overall!
Yep that's right! I'm on my second year of college now! two years ago I used this site, and I've progressed alot, I fell in love, fully, we've been together almost 3 years (in 5 months time), I've had 4 piercings and I've finally chosen a stable hair colour! (I know, finally.)
I'm also booking my first tattoo in January and I'm nervous as hell, can't wait!
I've also managed my overall emotions, I'm no longer bullied, depressed or questioning my worth on this planet, I'm happy with life, I live just with my mum now, my brother left us in anger last year, I believe I've overcome it though, I'm stronger now.
Things are finally starting to look great for me, I'm prepared for my future, all of it's hardships included.
ThoughtsI’m going to share these words todayThoughts by little-demons
I’ll try to explicate it best in my way
I appreciate you here to hear what I have to say
The meaning of this may have a different meaning to you
You don’t know me I don’t know you
But use this opportunity to trip into my brain
I wish I didn’t shake my feet every time I sat
I wish I knew where my mind was at
I wish I could talk as good as I write
I wish I knew how to fight
I wish I could just shrink
Till my life is just on a brink
But I still care what you think
All of my anxiety
It’s making such a catastrophe
Is there anyone with the same tragedy?
What happened to all the empathy?
Sometimes you have to cut deep to find the pain,
But it takes someone to show you how to maintain.
Memories of enemies,
Pretending they were friend or me
There are some kids wishing to drain their parent’s half of blood in them
Some wish to drain it all to end them
Just because they look different